|~i promise~|

Friday, October 30, 2009

Grrr...I just typed a list of things and the whole post went blank!! Grrr I hate this thing! (Kicks it)

Anyway, instead of being such a nice girl and type out the whole introduction and my feelings of starting of coming back to start a blog. I am going to just write some dang deh stuff because (BLAME THAT STUPID POST FOR GOING BLANK,MAKE ME NO MOOD TO REWRITE ANYTHING!! GRR!!!!!!!!)..anyway, what was I saying? Oh ya, please make sure to note that the words in brackets are only for like self-reference.

Ohkay! Cools things about ME!

Facts:
I hate watching some drama- silly happy fairy tale love story, that goes like:
"Poor Cinderella got rescued by the prince!!! OMG!!!"
-.- What the...(what 18th century?)

I hate happily ever after too
(Misleading for kids...)

I hate pink ( Well not always, just maybe...)

I hate bimbos+bi*** combos ( Don't worry, I mean a mixture of both, because its ok if one is pretty without brains but its not ok to be pretty, without brains and yet be mean ya?)

I hate watching super sad movies ( because I will cry like...a few pails of tears?)

I hate reading boring stuff ( Er...schwork?...)

I hate people who hurt other people ( Because no one should hurt others of their same kind...unless like they are animals? Deh...)

I hate the world as I grow older.
Because the world gets uglier as I grow older.
That is why my blog is:
Unseen Fantasy

I used to thought.
That the world is such a beautiful place.
Where all the bad guys get arrested by cops.
Where everyone is rewared for their effort.
Where every kid will smile when they are good.
Where all parents love their children.
Where all heros survive longer than the bad guys.
Where the betrayer gets punish.
Where people will all realise their own mistake.
Where people understand what is morally right.
Where love is all around, only happiness exist.

No longer is that true?
Don't believe? Read a newspaper, what do you see?
World Peace got to be the strangest news in the world.

So many people out there is trying their best,
to take someone else's
money,
life,
love,
attention,
hope,
dreams.

Is it because they don't have their own life to live, money to make, love and respect to earned, attention to gain, hopes and dreams in their life.
Some of them are just too self-fish, so they are willing to sacrifice the happiness of others to make their own pleasure.

When I grow up,
all I see in the world,
its a run-down place,
full of emptiness
full of pain
full of cries
full of sorrow
full of tears...

Full of people
who are ugly
who are selfish
who are unreasonable
who are mean
who are inconsiderate
who are immoral
who are happy...
to see others in pain.

This is the world that I see. The unseen fantasy.
Can you hear
or see
the pain in this world.

Some time
I think I am werid because
tears come to my eyes
when I know people are suffering in some place in the world.

Where the bad guys run away scoot-free after commiting crime. And yet live so happily-ever-af...
Where the cops get killed in fights
Where hero became the bad guys
Where betrayers became rich and prosper
Where corruption still exisit
Where parents sell their own children
Where children cry when they are starving to death
Where people only cared about themself
Where people don't care about others
Where people prefer pleasure over morals
Where people only managed to keep the physical more attractive rather than spiritual
Where people spent too much time thinking about what is cool, not what is right
Where people hates one another, trying to compete, trying to win, trying to do so many things just to cover the emptiness in their life.

Why? Do everyone think the way that I do? I don't think so.
Everytime, I read a newspaper
Girl gets raped
Boys got sold as slave
Disease kills...
Injustice prevail
Bad guys ran away
Monks get killed
Protest failed
Hero lost
...

I cried.
For the unseen
fantasy of this world.
Who says fantasy must be nice
it can be a cruel horror story
just like this world
that we are all living in

Maybe some of us
can see that place we live in
it is more than our house, our country etc.

I know some of the people will ask me why I think so much
about things that I cannot change
or do anything about...I will answer briefly I guess.

Because I will cry
For the unseen fantasy of this world.
Because these sorrows never left me.
Because I hope and wish
that the world will gets better
And because I am just only human.

[ made a promise]
~6:57 AM